adventures of the cute girl next door

friends...

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 18:19:48 GMT

are AMAZING!

that was all i had to say because right now i feel like i truely have those people in my life that i can count on no matter what....you know who you are and i love you dearly.

school

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 10:06:59 GMT

a month in and school is pretty intense. almost intoxicating with how much i am doing in school this year. 16 units. 6 classes. lots of work and study time. i love my spanish class....just not my teacher...go figure. i love anatomy...just not my teacher. I'm really challenging myself this semester and it is having its ups and downs already but to be completely honest...i love it. i love every minute of it. i love the procrastination, the triumph, the defeat, the learning, the friends, the dorm, the roomies. i really love it. and i'm so thankful to have this opportunity to be here and experience all that i am. It's taken me 18 years to get to where i am and i think i'm doing a pretty damn good job of it. avou avou. Go jul. Adios. Buenas noches.

Baby J

p.s. forget all those god foresaken sappy posts from the summer. this is a new school year....there are still plenty fish in the sea and i should be in no hurry. i just have to tell myself to have a little fun and see what life throws at me even though it could be a hell of a lot. i'm going to sleep. i got to get up and drive home for a camera in a few hours.

oh. school.

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 07:25:50 GMT

i'm tired of school alreaady. sad huh?

freshies orientation!!!

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 23:55:07 GMT

orientation is insane! my parents were more fun sad to say. i'm tired. my feet hurt. and 4 am is not an amazing time to be awake!

p.s. i love megan

why now?

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 10:18:36 GMT

what does playing with your hair for 3 hours and putting your arm around me and letting me fall asleep on you say about you when you have a gf?

i'm leaving for tahoe in like 33333333333333333 hours and now i feel so confused and angry that i don't know what to do. i was planning on going to tahoe with ANY intentions and open to opssibilities...bc well....lets face it. i want a boy. i admit it.

the one that i DO want has a GF and tonight just screwed everythingup. i don't understand you people!!!

♥ J

ew.

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 21:20:17 GMT

burned twice by two boys in one day...it can't get much worse than that can it?

i've decided

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 07:07:03 GMT

i've decided that being single has it's perks.

no one to hold me back.
no one to make me cry.
no one to fight with.
no one to call and talk to for hours at a time.
i can do what i want
see who i want
be with who i want

but all i see around me is happy FUCKING couples! god spare me now.

does this make me jealous of all you happy FUCKING couples????

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said.
Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming
and you'd want to call me
And I would be there every time
you'd need me
I'd be there every time...
But for now I'll look so longingly
waiting...
For you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by

This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And hidden in the public eye
Such a stellar monument to loneliness
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect make-up, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by...

Well this is one time, well this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most

And you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all..or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most

boys like you are over rated....

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 06:28:49 GMT

boys suck.

regret

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 03:25:41 GMT

i regret not talking to that hot boy that was eyeing me as i was eyeing him at the wedding. god i feel dumb.

"....and another one bites the dust..."

the verdict......

Sat, 20 May 2006 08:14:19 GMT

dodgers totally kicked ASSSSSS tonight against the angels winning 16-3. i was one happy JJ tonight. that's all i have to say.

so i've noticed

Wed, 17 May 2006 00:23:07 GMT

that nearly ALLLLLL of my friends in the valley or from school have girlfriends or boyfriends.....i mean EVERYONE. where does that put me?

all my close friends are like "interdating" (if that's even a word) and like it's weird because i feel like a lone ranger when we go out....wait till they all get back for summer....then it will really be weird....but hey! MORE POWER TO THE SINGLE KIDS RIGHT?? (god i hope so) so here's what is missed right now....
Fall Out Boy somehow...

Track and Emily...

High school physics class...

my sis...

little league...

high school

PROM...as dramatic as it was....but i loved it anyways!!!!

i miss the good times when we would let life just pass us by....and now we want it back. sadness.

♥ Jess

dodger fans

Thu, 11 May 2006 17:58:41 GMT

On the first day of school a first grade teacher explains to her class that she is an GIANTS fan. She asks her class to raise their hands if they are too. Wanting to impress the teacher, everyone in the class raises their hand except one little girl. The teacher looks at the girl with surprise and says, "Janie, why didnt you raise your hand?"

"Because, I'm not a GIANTS fan," she replied.

The teacher still shocked, asked, "Well, if you're not a GIANTS fan then who are you a fan of?"

"I'm a DODGERS fan and proud of it," Janie replied.

The teacher could not believe her ears.

"Janie, why are you a DODGERS fan?"

"Cuz my Mom and Dad are both DODGERS fans, so I'm a DODGERS fan too!"

"Well," said the teacher in an annoyed tone. "That is no reason for you to be a DODGERS fan. You don't have to be just like your parents all the time. What if your mom was an idiot and your dad was a moron what would you be then?"

"Then," Janie smiled, "I'd be a GIANTS fan!"

Repost if your a DODGERS fan.

hhahahahaha i think i'm in love. once a dodger fan...always a dodger fan.

so basically...

Sun, 07 May 2006 01:01:03 GMT

studying sucks really bad...not to mention the side trips included within that amount of time that makes "studying" actually pretty fun. (even though i technically wasn't studying....:-) heehee) so now i'm back to studying. maybe going to dinner soon....maybe doing some other stuff as well. who knows. adios mis amigos.

♥
Jess

so figuring this stuff out...

Wed, 03 May 2006 06:29:13 GMT

ok well....it's like 11:24 at night....megan's asleep..aslready (like always) and like her fan is on so it's freezing even though she's "HOT" lol. but when i start to think about it....i'm going to miss it oh so much. i think i might cry. :-( tear.

so to megan...i ♥ you dear. you are the bestest roommate ever. i'm going to miss you but i'm going to come visit you no matter what anyways. and yes...your mom does need to cook for me and kir sometime. we can have a giant! lysaght-grover-kolstad reunion party! oh yes! sound exciting? yes. yes it does. i love ya babe. tons and tons!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i'm off to not finish my homework because watch. now i will be obsessed with this instead of everything else for the rest of the night. great.

good night all.
MUAH.

♥ Jessi

like i said: i'm new here

Wed, 03 May 2006 05:49:18 GMT

that's right
that's capt'n jess to you.
i'm new here
♥